Depression Take Me

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"Depression Take Me"

by: Wes Robert Ward

"What's the point of it any more? What's the point of going on? Does anyone care anymore? Does anybody want to listen?

I lay here all alone feeling down. Down, Down, on the ground. Depression is ripping me a new one. Life to me now is no more fun, and no, I do not want or need a gun to use a certain uncharacteristic pun. There are days I want to live and there are days when I want to die.

To close out the world to shut the shutters, to shut everything off including my heart and soul, what's left of me is an empty hole.

Every day I get much older and sure a little wiser, but my body wants to just plain quit,

and dammit I feel like shit. Nothing much more is to be spoken, my heart is becoming broken. Upstairs feels like an empty attic, my mind is becoming erratic.

I see those out there living the dream, but as you can see, my world is a nightmare. When does a dream become a nightmare? When does a nightmare become a dream? Life\u2026 it's a constant living joke. Death\u2026 is the last dying laugh.

Tragic as it seems, my nightmares streams my thoughts. I sometimes wish it was all a dream, alas nightmares are the reality of it all. Ceiling and walls are my friends, I wish sometimes there will be an end. I go to sleep at night and when I wake in the morning, I wish I never woke up. I wish to die in my dreams. I wish to die in my sleep. I just wish to die and call it a day.

Sure attempted suicide once to me was everything, but now it's not the kick it used to be. Naturally I need to die, completely hopefully, but to die naturally it takes time. Time, ha, another thing to laugh at. Time, sigh, another thing to cry at.

And time is all I have left for everybody has left me behind. Either left or died, leaving me to abide my time in what I have left. And so I wait for Death to come, whether it be weeks or years, or years to come when I'm old and gray.

The day Death comes I will be ready, if ever I ever am, truly I am now, so I'll just wait then die alone. And forthwith, Death will be my last friend that I shake hands with.

And as I look out the window I see the sun shining in the sky. No more gloom, no more storm, no more rain to cause more drain and strain within my still beating heart. Apart and apart I felt like being ripped apart.

And so I sat outside and felt the sun, nothing less and nothing more. And the darkness behind me for now has closed the front door. For how long who really knows, but for now I enjoy the sun."

The End. \ud83c\udf1e

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